Today I was told I've lost my attractiveness.

Here is a sad poem I pretended to write:

I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last as
I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor
I have no strength to get up
I'm not worth it any more

I now feel worse. I think I'll top myself.

Here is a meme I took:
 

Result: YOU ARE FSKING BUTT UGLY!

Loler :(

p.s. please dont take this seriously

Today has been a myriad of delight for some and disappointment for others. I can but only offer condolences to those who deserve it, and wish them the best of luck with future resits.

Well...its been a long long long time since I updated this. Told you I would never do it...I'm doing it more now so I can look back and actually recall what I did with my time at uni!

Whats happened in my life? Nothing memorable...the last two weeks of term went by as they should, perhaps slightly marred by the seeme from my tutor re absences. Nothing major though, he just wanted a chat (and to test my maths knowledge bizarrely). I guess a few BOGOF's came and went - I'm going to miss those next year. Infact there are a lot of people leaving that I will miss. Very sad :(

The weekend I broke up from uni I spent at TagLan..possibly the most unhealthiest weekend I've ever had (silly(er) sleeping pattens, not moving from a chair for 5 hours, living off sweets! yum). The lan was great, nice to spend time playing games, something I havnt done recently. Its also fun to learn new things about people, things you only realise/discover after spending a whole weekend with them with no sleep!

Home is as home should be..met with friends on Wednesday which was nice, great to see my best mate Tim who has recently come back from traveling round Australia. Also went to a jazz concert with parents, I think they want to spend time with me because even at home im on the computer the whole time ;)

I might have something interesting to say here someday.

Over..and out,

Tim

Date:	2005-03-07 13:58
Subject:	A Piece of Home
Security:	Public
Mood:	grateful
Music:	Texas - Say What You Want

Yey - my parents and granny came to see me yesterday (my nan lives in Sittingbourne anyway, so it was easier to have one big mothers day). Went to a really nice restaurant with some loverly grub ^_^ Rest of the day after they went was spent moping around, despite two social events going on - felt very sleepy.

I GOT THE HELPDESK JOB ^.^;;

And...the snow is going. Hmm there was something on my mind I meant to put here but I forgot what it was.

Ciao bella o/

Tim.

Damn, am I obliged to update this now? Well..whats new...last night was fun, messing around in Rutherford for ages, with free music on the jukebox ^_^ Also I could have found out whether I got the UKC helpdesk job, but I didn't, I will await monday! It's the weekend now, but it feels like any other day, except my parents are coming up on Sunday for mothers day. Hence today will be spent laundry'ing and tidying room :)

FanBoy..out.

P.S. My LJ looks ugleh. Someone make it pretty!

I love bel
she's so wonderful

This is my first LJ post. And I cant think what to write. Infact most of this post was dictated by hawg. If anyone reads this...why?

FanBoy..out.